Oh God& Rustin thought. This is really happening&
He could hear the hypnotic suggestions speeding up as they were played in his ears, the words becoming something of a blur. His mind began to fog. He was disoriented in the machine.
Im not going to be able to act like an adult anymore! Ill still think like one but Ill be stuck acting like a baby! Ill be a grown man imprisoned in a babys life!
He could barely focus now. He opened his mouth to cry out again, to beg them to stop and let him out. To his horror, all that came out was babble&Baby babble&
Rustin started to cry. Then, to his horror, he realized he wasnt just sobbing, but wailing like an infant would and try as he might he couldnt make himself stop.